又失眠

唔知幾時開始,我間唔中就會訓唔著.
今晚都唔例外,出現的機會可能十晚有一晚..個人好累.身,心都好累,但係就係訓唔著,真係吹脹,起身回憶一下自己每一步行得有無錯,我對上兩步,真係行得錯,係好錯,anyway 行左就要continue行落去,亦都無得選之下.突然想起尋日早上姐姐打來叫我拿佢份遺囑出來...嚇死..無啦啦check 遺囑出來作死咩?死邊有咁易.
佢同我講話呀良死左,所以要睇睇自己份遺囑有無寫錯.我諗左兩諗原來係國良...佢唔係一個壞人.但係早死...我都知佢一路都有壞血病..呢個病真係無得醫的..真係慘..對於佢黎講可能無一個解脫.我唔係因為佢既離開面唔開心訓唔著,係因為感慨...人真係化學又去多個.